Me to You

Since this is new i should probably explain what i'm about.

I live in a paradise to some, but lately all i have wanted to do is escape. I feel like im deserted almost seperated from the rest of society. It's an hours drive to the nearest city and 3 hours to the nearest decent one. I want to be closer to civilisation and have a life of my own. I feel trapped. Although this is what i wake up to every morning.....i mean you can't complain about that but the seperation from friends and family is.

I live and breath St John, it's a fantastic organisation. I recently travelled to Napier (city near capital of NZ) with them, and had the time of my life. I can't wait till Christchurch (South Island, NZ) next year.

I have a fantastic Boyfriend, who often inspires me. He is my rock.... :)

I have a wonderful blooming family, with my Brothers and Sisters sprouting little ones everywhere. My parents are great but i know my Mum is starting to suffer ENS (Empty Nest Syndrome), but hey im 18 next year, so what is she going to do then??

I am who i am today because of music, it is playing in my mind constantly. I never have silence. I hate silence, there is always the beat of waves crashing or the melodies of birds. I love the rhythm of life. So basically now you should have an idea or a little taster.

This is me!

The Beginnning of somethin' new

Well it isnt really that new to me, i have had a blog before but i felt i grew out of it and have changed since. So this is my new alternative self.

I wanted to bring one blog back from the dead. This is my most controvercial piece, that i have come attached to. So please read it if you haven't yet.

The world is so complex, yet all we need to do is communicate. That's why relationships fall apart between good friends, lovers and even governments. Why do we make it so hard for ourselves, by jumping to conclusions or resorting to violence. When we could just communicate, showing a little compassion, not allowing things to blow up in our faces. People are so inhumane, yet we make the basis of the word.

Why do people enjoy hurting others? Why are we cruel to one another? It isn't right but who is willing to say it is wrong? Some grow up in pain and suffer, they live in a world where pain is like love and so like to share it around just like they were taught. Others like to cause pain because they are insecure about themselves, it isn't right. But who is going to stop it. It isn't needed, it isn't essential. But its become apart of human society, thousands of people go through this pain and suffering, yet there is no need.
Why cant we communicate?